My Storys

Grrrrrr!!!

2007-11-02T14:29:02Z

I'm feeling a bit down so i thought i would complain to the computer lol. I know friends come and go i know ou grow out of friends. Some of them are great stick with you through and through some of them are there for you and show it in there actions. Others arn't as good as showing it but you know. Those friends i can deal with, i understand they just the way they are but when came down to the crunch they would me there. Some friends ask for your time and then make u feel stupid or bad for asking for your time. But once again i can del with that ill just go to other friends i know will listen.

I have never been good at friendships. I know i have done some things that have lost me some of my best friends. But what i have never done even though i have considered it i have droped one of my real friends because of one stupid mistake. I think y problem is that i care and worry too much. I stick by people i should have dropped a long time ago because i think everyone is going to need someone at some point and because if stuk by them they'll come to me. But then people have said i need to stop trying to sort out everyone elses problems and sort out mine. Here's the thing i don't know how too. Helping people makes me feel better makes me feel needed, loved.

The problem is people say "It's all about you now" and it's not at all because it turns out they've used you. They want you to fix their problems and make them feel good but when it's when it's their turn to put some effert they cop out. It takes me alot to trust some one and they go and ruin it all when i have risked now i realise more important friend for their's and they throw it back in my face. I'm not sure why they did what they did. Am i really that bad....why do people take advantage of my friendly personality. Grrrrrrrrr!!!

The Cancelled tour

2007-07-28T21:23:08Z

Shinya stopped and looked up at Toshia. Toshia grinned and then giggled . He shouted to the door "Give us a minute you woke us up". Toshia then said to Shinya "Quickly come up stairs with me and get cleaned up." Toshia climbed off Shinya, took his hand and took up stairs. As he passed the door he oppened it. At the top of the stairs Toshia watched the others come in making sure only his head was visable as his torso was still covered in shinya's cum. He shouted down stair to the others "We'll be down in a miniute we just need to have showers. Kyo raised an eyebrow at this but waved his hand in acceptance anyway. Toshia and Shinya got in the shower together he rubbed each other clean and Shiya borrowed some of Toshia's clothes. When they both came down stairs clean and ready to go Kyo said "Right off we go."

They left the house and got in the car, as usuall Kaoru drove them to their usual bar. Kyo ran to the booth in the far corner and began twisting the menu in her hands. Die frowned and said sharply "Give me that" Kyo pouted at Die as he snatched it off him. But as usuall this appeared to have no affect on Die, he didn't even look at Kyo. Kyo continued to mess about passing the ash try between his hand, sliding it across the table. He looked at Die as he did it and for a moment he thourght he saw a glimer of a smile creep across his face. Kaoru said "What are we having then?" looking around the table. They all said "Vodka and coke." Kaoru went to the bar to get the drinks. Handing them out both Shinya and Kyo drank their's in one. Thet looked at Shiya, they expected this of Kyo but not of Shinya. Kauoru smiled, Shinya was happy and secure thats why Sinya felt confortable drinking. Kaoru had come to the conculsion that Toshia had made him feel this way. Die asked "Are feeling ok shin-chan?" Shinya first smiled at Toshia and then at Die and replied "I'm over the moon thank you Die." Shinya then said can i get out please i need the toilet." Toshia and Kaoru moved out of the way. Shinya went to the bathroom. He sat in the qubical thinking about Toshia. Shinya felt like a school boy with his first crush. Toshia made him happy and secure, he wanted the others to know that but he would have to ask Toshia whether he wanted to..... He lost his trail of thought as he heard Toshia call his name. Shinya flushed the toilet and opened the. He looked over at Toshia who was smiling broudly.

Shinya walked over to the sink and began washing his hands. Toshia wrapped his arms around Shinya’s hips. Shinya let his head fall back onto Shinya’s shoulder. Toshia kissed him. Shinya turned to face him kissing full on the lips. Toshia let his arms move to undo Shinya’s trousers. “Hehehe I knew there was something going on between you two at your place Tosh.” Toshia pulled away not knowing to be whether to be embarrassed or not. He looked and Shinya who didn’t look at all embarrassed and was just grinning back at him. Kaoru piped up “Well we’ll leave then to it and get a limo back to mine.”

As Die, Kyo and Kaoru left the toilets Kyo ran through the bar saying “Catch me if you can” Die grinned and seeing Die’s grin Kaoru did the same. Die ran after him shouting “I’m coming to get you.” Not caring what anyone else thought. Kyo stopped in surprise. Kaoru thought to him self who Die had finally let go, what of he was not quite sure, but he was happy for it. As Kyo stopped so abruptly Die went crashing in to him making them both fall to the floor. Die giggled and said beaming “Caught you” Kyo beamed right back up at him. He didn’t know what had made Die relax but he was going to make the most of it. He kissed him on the cheek and waited for his reaction. Die’s jaw hung open for a split second with amazement and then grinned “Kyooo…” He pecked Kyo on the lips before getting up and dragging Kyo to follow Kaoru out to the limo.

When they got back to Kaoru’s house Kyo ran up stairs calling to Die “Come tuck me in.” Die followed him in to the master bedroom diving on Kyo who had already dived on the bed. Doe crawled on the bed till he was level with Kyo on the bed. Pinning him to the bed Die kissed Kyo passionately. Down stairs Kaoru got out a bottle of vodka and began to drink it pouring it into a glass.

Back at the bar Shinya was wrapped in Toshia’s arms Toshia whispered in to Shinya’s ear “let’s got back to mine.” As Toshia open his font door he strode a side to let Shinya in. Shinya the said yorning “I’m tired” plodding up stairs. Toshia followed after him shutting the door. Shinya was sat at the end of the bed kicking his shoes off as Toshia entered the bedroom. Shinya looked up pouting and said “Undress me Tosh I can be bother doing it myself.” Toshia walked over and looking into Shinya’s extremely tired eyes he began to undo his shirt. Shinya fell back and Toshia straddled him. Having thrown Shinya’s shirt away Toshia continued with Shinya’s trousers. Shinya’s head lifted and he smiled weekly as Toshia pushed his trousers further down his legs. Toshia dropped the trousers on the floor. He took the covers from underneath Shinya and after striping off himself he climbed into bed with Shinya and wrapped is arms around him. Shinya did the same. Toshia kissed Shinya on the lips “Night night Shin- Chan” As he let his eyes close and his mind dream.

Kyo began to undo Dies trousers as Die had let go of Kyo’s arms. Kyo then turned over so he was now on top. He sat up straddling Die. He put his hands in side Die pants taking a hold on dies member moving his hands up and down. Die began to moan. “Ohhh….Kyooo” Die bit his lip. His moans got louder and his teeth dug further into his lip. Kyo grinned he liked this new Die. Die grabbed Kyo hips and Kyo let go falling flat on Die. Die kissed Kyo and bucked. Kyo sat up and pulled Die’s boxers down his legs. Die began undoing Kyo’s trousers. Kyo steered into Die’s eyes trying to find out what had changed. After taking Kyo’s trousers and boxers off he looked up at Kyo. “What wrong?” Die could feel himself go red with embarrassment. All he wanted to be was the playful child Kyo was, he want to be Kyo’s friend and lover. He was fed up of hiding who he was. Kyo whispered “Why wait? Why now? If I had known I would have done something about it long ago.” Die sat up pulling his legs away and swinging them over the end of the bed. He pulled his boxers up. Kyo pulled up his boxer too and seeing Die nervousness he went over to sit next to Die. Kyo Pulled Die’s chin so Die was facing him “I want to be with you, I always have done.” Die felt relief fly through him. Half smiling he said “really?” Kyo replied “of cause” Die put his head on Kyo’s chest. Kyo put one hand on Die’s hip and the other on his head. “Die…..Baby” said Kyo flopping back on the bed and they fell a sleep in each others arms.

Kaoru Had seven shots of vodka by this time and he had become felling dizzy. So when the door bell went he didn’t know whether it was real or not Even so he proceeded to open the door. He opened the door, staggering he lent on the door for support. He was surprised to find a man stood in the door way. “Hi, I know this I short notice but can I stay here to night I’ve got no where else to go”

“Hide?” Kaoru replied

Hide smiled weekly and pouted. Kaoru moved out the way as Hide plodded passed him. He went straight to the sofa where he sat and stretched out. He thought it was nice to be back where he felt safe again. Kaoru pushed the door shut steering at hide. He lent on the wall for support.

The Cancelled Tour (chapter 1)

2007-07-19T19:00:09Z

Toshia slumped on the sofa. He switched on the television not even really thinking about what he was doing. He had just got back from a long shift at work. It was five in the morning. Flicking through the channels he found a mix of adult and kids programmes seen as he wasn't in the mood for either he switched it off. Lying in his back on the sofa. He would catch a couple hours of kip before the others came to get im he thourght. H e allowed his eyes to close and his mind to dream.

Toshia felt someones hand on his thigh and an impression on the sofa, someone was sitting, watching him sleep. He opened his eyes to see shinya's red curls just about to land on his chest. Shinya didnt notice him wake up as his head was turned the other way. Toshia allowed shinya to lay his head on him. Toshia smiled and moved his right hand over shinya's showing hip. Shinya sprung upwards in shock. Looking a bit flustered Shinya with drew his hand and stood up "You scared me, anyway, the trip to london is cancelled, London have a terrorist treat." Toshia sat up still grinning. He always wanted Shinya but Shinya never showed him affection like that before. Toshia got up and walked towards Shinya saying "Awww thats a shame thanks for letting me though." Shinya smiled weekly. Shinya turned around nervsely to find toshia wrapping his hands round his hips Shinya bit his lip. Toshia breathed "im sorry i scared you." He kissed shinya's neck. Shinya pushed his hips, their crothes came together. Toshia ifted his head "ooo shinya" grinning he kissed shinya pashonatly on the lips.

Shinya's crotch thrusted into Toshia's. This suprised Toshia and he fell back onto the sofa. Two of the legs left with the force of the impact. Toshia grinned again looking into Shinya's eyes "Why wait till...." Shinya didnt let him finish, he pushed Toshia side ways so he was lying on his back on the sofa. Shinya stradualled Toshia sitting up looking down at Toshia grinning. Shinya then tilted his head back. Toshia noticed that Shinya pants where unconfortablly tight so he undid them. Shinya lifted his head. He breathed "Thank you" as he lunged for Toshias lips. Kissing Shinya pasionatly once again Toshia pushed his hands down shinya legs pushing his pants further down his legs. Shinya began to kiss toshias neck. Toshia moved his hands back up shinya's legs finding the other mans member moving his hand up and down it. Shinya let his head drop on to toshias shoulder, bitting his lip, "ohhh Toshia ahhh" Toshia grinned and moving so shinya was the one lying on his back on the sofa. Toshia moved his had faster. This caused shinya to buck. Toshia became unconfortable, he went to undo his pants but shinya grbed his hands and moved them back on to his member breathing heavily he said "I'll do that." Shinya pulled toshia's pants off. Toshia turned shinya and trust him self inside him. Shinya moaned loadly, Shiya throught as Toshia continued to trust getting slowly harder why had he waited to show Toshia how he felt? Shinya felt the pleasure rid uo with in him he cumed all over himself and the sofa. Toshia turned him over saw that he had cumed him self and smiling wrapped his hands around his own member starting to move them up and down. Soon after this Toshia cumed all over shinya.

As he went to lick up the mess he had made there was a knock on the door. As neither of the men moved frozen with shock Kyo's voice came "tosh, shin-chan we're all going for a drink hurry up and come with us."